Its really hard n feelings were down...
The words that wana expressed is oways kept in heart...
Heart cries n bleed as nobody noes...
kp on a smile everyday jz pretend nth happen bfore..
Finaly i found tis ~DIARIES OF YESTERDAY ~
Each n everyday u were not around..
i wrote to myself in this diaries the days that we had been together before..
Each n every second i calm myself down by writing down the words that i wanna say to u..
It has been pass for almost 6month n about 218 days...
Time is really running fast...
N i still writing it till now...it has been 220 days n pages since the day i start writing..
Each n every word tat i wanna say to u were all written down in this dairy...
Its such a precious n important diary for me as its always reminds me the days...
# Day 15 : i promise to follow u bak as we bought the ticket already..but its so unlucky that i recieve an emergency call which stop me from goin bak...it cant b avoid..how much i wanted to say sry to u n follow u bak...i cant tell u why n i oni can tell u im sry tat i cant bak dy..i felt so sad n worried tat if anything happen to u while on the way bak..i really cant forgive myself...how i wish im there with u right now..im really sry..plz forgive me..if theres still a chance i wish i could bak wit u again... #
# Day 29 : i recieve a msg from u, asking me when im goin bak...i told u ill b bak early n promise ill pick u up at the bus station...but days go wrg again..i cant reach there on time n left u alone..On the way im rushing bak i can oni tell u how to bak ur house n hoping ur will b fine...whn u told me u dy reach ur house..im so relief tat ur alright n felt so sory again...luck is really not on myside...but im still tinking whether hav u eaten dy?how r u 2day?r u tired anot after a long day bus?...hope u wont blame me for tis..as i own u alot of apologise...im so sry..ive no mean to leave u alone at all..what can i do best is look after u n hope nth goes wrg to u...i luv u...#
S : tis diary will follow where i go till the day i leave tis world
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