Saturday, February 7, 2009

hate myself

sumtimes i really hate myself so much...
y do i choose her to left bhind first..

ive lost the one tat i love the most..
regretness n sadness wouldnt bring anyting bak..
shame for urself..
i oni noe tat time i wanna protect her..
i jz really wanna protect her..
i duno wat else to do..
im so stuck..
but i really cant forgive myself seeing her dropping tears..
its so hurt for me...
im so scare to see her tears drop...i really do
whnever she cry..
i oni noe to hug her n care for her...

tis feeling now really making me up n down...
whnever see her pic in my ph...
i jz noe regretness there is...
why?why?why?

1 comment:

  1. hey, don hate urself ok...u din do anyting wrong, initial of wad u did is to protect her rite? n u did it...though everyting seems diff now,at least she has her own life now.. if de ting is urs, it will come back to u..if it isnt, juz let it b free...

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