~* NiGht BeFore Dawn *~

2009-11-18T02:37:00.000-08:00

how r u today...
tats wat bothering my mind oways whn i met u..
r u doing fine?i think so as so many frds were bside u all the time...
will u giv me another chance to talk wit u i wonder...
few time im tinking to walk towards u n say a simple HI to u..
i scare u will ignore me n walk away..
mayb u wouldnt or will...

heard u were goin bak AS for ur industrial traning...
gud luck ya..
few more month we will b gone...
its all gone end nxt year soon enough...

could i b by ur side for jz once?
i scare a wont hav any chance anymore till u found ur perfect one..

plz do well n wish u all the best in everything...
my heart will still waiting bury inside in this small blog...
stay strong without u...

2009-10-31T10:29:00.001-07:00

Still missing u so much...
wonder u still see me?

Diary

2009-07-02T10:04:00.000-07:00

*Diary of Yesterday*

http://dairy6608.blogspot.com/

Its all Over

2009-07-02T05:06:00.000-07:00

r u writing to tell me all tis tings?
izit gona b all end?
i wonder

no more hatred, no more sorrows, no more sadness
its really bringing to an end for me having a big wrg
i tink theres no more turning bak again
if given a chance more
i really hope i could repay my wrg
but i tink tats it for now

all the best to u too...

2009-06-29T11:59:00.000-07:00

Tis blog is jz about U
Mayb sumday u will see it, mayb u may not
Mayb u wont even bother to see it anymore

Jz writing dwn all the tings tats in my heart to u
Times changes fast ya
if we r still together
2day will b the 24th day after our 2nd annivesary

tis blog name love6608
means the day where we started 6.6.08

anyway

thks to u for everything

S.JOU

2009-06-29T11:23:00.000-07:00

i noe i mz giv up on her now...
i should not miss her anymore....
there wont b any chance i could felt her care n love again...

its really time for me to forget about her...
i shouldnt think too much....

i felt mayb she had lik somone else...
n mayb its true...
i should stop tinking about her anymore...

tats the way she felt while the first time ive made my mistake...
theres no way i can get my 2nd chance...
regret n turning bak wont change anything again...

i really mz stop missing her...
as she choose her life to b...

i jz want to tell her...~

s.jou~i noe u hav a gud life time now...im sry to hav disturb u last time....since thn ive tried to avoid frm u as far as i could...so u wont see a guy lik me which make ur eyesight pain n ruin ur gud day...mayb u hav recover frm the pain which u wont even bother now...i noe i nv been a gud bf bfore...but i hope the guy u lik now will giv u the happiness which i nv been able to giv u...S.JOU..could i ask u sumting?

~will u still give me a chance if i came bak to apologise after the month ive made my mistake?will u still oways love me?~

but i tink u wont b even bother answering tis anymore
how silly i am jz to noe the ans....

kla i shuld get bak to my bed now...
take care S.J

一个人

2009-06-13T06:39:00.000-07:00

在怎样的天气，会有怎样的心情？
在怎样的场景，会有怎样的话语？
在怎样的情况，会有怎样的你我？

人生多变，谁能担保今天的伙伴
明天会变成敌对的两个人
事事无常，今天的枕边人，
明天也许是残害你的那一个
明明曾经相爱的两个人
如今却相遇而不相识
彼此选择了相对的路口
向左走，向右走
我们又如何得知？
自己是否走对了方向

没有人知道，下一步的棋该怎么走
没有人预知，明天的我们会否如一
曾经有过的承诺，双方是否还记得？
曾经一起的回忆，还有没有人记得？

想念的她，今天的心情是如何？
看到了她的笑颜，我也笑了
可是，她的笑颜不再是为了我
看到了她的身边，出现了另一个他
我所能做的，除了祝福只有祝福

她的笑容为我灿烂过
我不懂得珍惜
她的付出为我努力过
我却看不到
直到她的眼泪在我面前流下
我才发现
我错了
我痛了
我也跟着哭了

Days nv Change, Times nv Ends

2009-06-08T19:29:00.000-07:00

Mayb u could say ive born in a family without worrying anything in my life...
I never noe wat is pain n suffering...
i jz noe how to enjoy my life staying at home doin the tings i want..

but all this is not what i really tinking of...
when the first time i came up to tis society..
i knew tis world would not b easy for me..

mayb my life style would b diff frm others...
ppl says college life is to enjoy n goin out with frds..
but for me, my college life is studying n working...
ppl asking y should i torture myself working so hard n get myself exhausted...
i would b so tired n hardly concentrate in class...
yes, i noe...
theres gud n bad n reasons of it....

yes, sumtimes i do admire those ppl who really enjoy their life...
thy could go out whenever they want...
do watever thy think of...
fully concentrate on their studies as thy want to...
n also enjoy those romantic love stories...

losing one love doesnt mean losing the whole life of urs..
i could say im one fucking person...
i hurt somone that truely put effort into love...
im not here to confess but if u r seeing tis now..
i would life to say;
" the love once is real n i nv cheated in it"
i noe u wont even bother or care anymore but its ok..
i dint ask for ur forgiveness..
u dun nid a person who doesnt noe how to cherish the love of urs...
mayb tis wat faith is...
whn times cums...
we shall meet again...

every morning whn i wake up...
my body felt so heavy n tired..
to b tough in life i mz go on....
i nv dare to say my life is tough or miserable..
for me life tough is a happy ting...

thinking of those children who dun hav their parents since their young...
they came out for work while 6 years old whn we r still slping on a gold bed..
they nid to stand by the road side asking for money whn we jz sitting at home waiting for sumone to serve us..
whn they fall down or sad...whoes bside them to care n love them?

so i nv complain tat my life is tough...
the more tough my life is...
the more happy i am...
as i learn more things in me...

mayb tis wat god really want us to learn...
the way of life...
to learn the way of human suffering n pain...

so 2day if our life is a tough 1..
it doesnt mean is a bad 1...

b happy..

The End

2009-02-12T19:23:00.000-08:00

Gudbye everyone..thk for seeing my blog..

mayb ill b bak sumday..

The Night Bfore Dawn ^^...

Happy Valentines Day yo...

THE END

ROSES

2009-02-12T19:06:00.000-08:00

Red roses ~ proclaim "I love you." They are the ultimate symbol of romantic love and enduring passion.

Yellow roses ~ indicate friendship and freedom - so don't send them if your intentions are romantic and long-lasting. Yellow roses are also appropriate for sending congratulations to newlyweds, graduates, Texans, and new mothers.

Pale pink roses ~ connote grace, gentleness, and gratitude.

light pink roses ~ express fun and happiness.

Deep pink roses ~ say "Thank you."

Lilac roses ~ indicate the sender has fallen in love at first sight with the recipient and is enchanted.

Pure white roses ~ symbolize truth and innocence. They also send other messages: "I miss you" and "You're heavenly."

Coral roses ~ express one thing with their passionate color: Desire.

Peach Roses~ speak of appreciation, gratitude, and also sympathy.

Orange roses~ communicate enthusiasm and desire on the part of the sender.

Dead Roses~ regardless of the original color, dead roses say "It's over" loud and clear.

COMBINED ROSES
Put two or more colors of roses together, and a new rose meaning arises:
White Roses + Yellow Roses ~A symbol of harmony.
Red Roses + Yellow Roses~A message of happiness and celebration.
Red Roses + White Roses~An indication of bonding and harmony.

MORE ROSE SYMBOLISM
While roses are traditionally presented in bouquet form, these are also acceptable:
Single Red Rose"I love you" (but I'm not going to go broke telling you).
Single Rose Any Color"I thank you" (and I'm still not going to go broke saying so).
Two Roses EntwinedAn engagement or marriage is imminent.

~White VaLentine~

2009-02-12T17:53:00.000-08:00

What a suprise...valentine is here again!!
times really nv wait ya...
1 year by 1 year...
GUESS WAT!!
im all alone again hehe...
nv expected i really wont get the chance to noe the feelings of valentine ya...
haiz...
couples coupless..!!lovers lovers...!!pairs pairs..!!
me....single single...!!available available...!!hehe ^^

hm..!!its 7am in the morning...
helping my frd to open his shop n im all alone...
so cool n fresh...
the morning of the fresh air bfore valentine...
a new day, a new start...
a beautiful morning...

Tonite whn the clock struck at 12..
there will b alot of unexpected tings happening...
Miracles may happen where babies were born..
Happiness may b found where couples getting married or found love between each other..
Mayb sad tings may happens too where couples nv gets along well...

as also im gona end my blog here 2day..
to buried most of my memories, sorrow, pain n love into tis blog...
nv want to look bak anymore...
as she found her love 1 n i cant stop her for loving them...
she has the right to choose who she wanna b or love...
Valentines is tmr, wish u n ur loves 1 happy forever...
im sry again if i cant help u whn ur in nids...

Anyway thanks to those who see tis blog...
i appreaciate it alot...
wish u all a Happy Valentines Day n ur love 1 happy oways...
God bless u all....

alright its time for me to get bak to work...
im sry if u all r expecting a gud white valentine article...
jz dun1 mention abt those sad tings anymore...hehe
go through ur day wit a smile that brings ur day beautifuly...
hope u all enjoy the readings...
mayb sumday ill get bak..
who noe ^^...
gud luck 2 everyone....

Whats Love

2009-02-12T17:19:00.000-08:00

Love means ur HEART BEAT FAST whnever u hold hands together with the person u love..

Love means u will WARM whenever the person hugs u..

Love means u will feel COMFORTABLE whnever the person cares about u..

Love means u will feel HAPINESS whnever the person love u more thn today..

Love means u will feel SAFE N NV LOST whnever the person is beside u..

Love means u will feel SWEET whnever the person kisses u..

Love means u will feel PROTECTED whnever the person stand up for u everytime...

Love means u will feel APPRECIATED whnever the person oways there for u whn ur down..

Love means u will feel HAPPY whnever the person is oways there to wipe away ur tears..

~tis is part of how true love b found..."love is not a game" nv play wit feelings as true love will never exist...LOVE urself more n love wisely...remind tat love is oways around us...jz see the way how we look at love...TRUE LOVE SHALL B FOUND SUMDAY~

See 2 Blieve*

2009-02-08T09:55:00.000-08:00

A ~ dream to tInk

A ~ worLd to see

A ~ sky to tOuch

A ~ loVe to cherish

A ~ wind to fEel

A ~ U will be there

*see with your true heart as the answer is beyond u*

( find big alphabet )

1 BY 1*

2009-02-08T04:10:00.000-08:00

The days u were not around..
Its really hard n feelings were down...
The words that wana expressed is oways kept in heart...
Heart cries n bleed as nobody noes...
kp on a smile everyday jz pretend nth happen bfore..

Finaly i found tis ~DIARIES OF YESTERDAY ~
Each n everyday u were not around..
i wrote to myself in this diaries the days that we had been together before..
Each n every second i calm myself down by writing down the words that i wanna say to u..
It has been pass for almost 6month n about 218 days...
Time is really running fast...
N i still writing it till now...it has been 220 days n pages since the day i start writing..
Each n every word tat i wanna say to u were all written down in this dairy...
Its such a precious n important diary for me as its always reminds me the days...

# Day 15 : i promise to follow u bak as we bought the ticket already..but its so unlucky that i recieve an emergency call which stop me from goin bak...it cant b avoid..how much i wanted to say sry to u n follow u bak...i cant tell u why n i oni can tell u im sry tat i cant bak dy..i felt so sad n worried tat if anything happen to u while on the way bak..i really cant forgive myself...how i wish im there with u right now..im really sry..plz forgive me..if theres still a chance i wish i could bak wit u again... #

# Day 29 : i recieve a msg from u, asking me when im goin bak...i told u ill b bak early n promise ill pick u up at the bus station...but days go wrg again..i cant reach there on time n left u alone..On the way im rushing bak i can oni tell u how to bak ur house n hoping ur will b fine...whn u told me u dy reach ur house..im so relief tat ur alright n felt so sory again...luck is really not on myside...but im still tinking whether hav u eaten dy?how r u 2day?r u tired anot after a long day bus?...hope u wont blame me for tis..as i own u alot of apologise...im so sry..ive no mean to leave u alone at all..what can i do best is look after u n hope nth goes wrg to u...i luv u...#

S : tis diary will follow where i go till the day i leave tis world

The Days*

2009-02-08T02:06:00.000-08:00

The day i KNOW u, is the day i CARE for u

The day i care for u, is the day i MISS u

The day i miss u, is the day i LOVE u

The day i love u, is the day i scare to LOSE u

The day i scare to lose u, is the day i fail to HOLD u

The day i fail to hold u, is the day where everything ENDS

# Life is just like a candle, it help us to burn through the every corner of darkness..But if we dint protect it well, the light will soon go off n left us behind in the darkness again.. #

( The light of yours has stop burning for some time in my life, im sry that i didnt protect it well..but ill lit myself up to brighten the darkness of urs without fear n lost..till the final piece of the me..)

S: ill cherish down each moment that ive been wit u

haih..

2009-02-07T10:43:00.001-08:00

better bak to the old blog

hate myself

2009-02-07T10:32:00.000-08:00

sumtimes i really hate myself so much...
y do i choose her to left bhind first..

ive lost the one tat i love the most..
regretness n sadness wouldnt bring anyting bak..
shame for urself..
i oni noe tat time i wanna protect her..
i jz really wanna protect her..
i duno wat else to do..
im so stuck..
but i really cant forgive myself seeing her dropping tears..
its so hurt for me...
im so scare to see her tears drop...i really do
whnever she cry..
i oni noe to hug her n care for her...

tis feeling now really making me up n down...
whnever see her pic in my ph...
i jz noe regretness there is...
why?why?why?

wake up!

2009-02-07T10:20:00.000-08:00

she wont love u anymore..

wont c tis blog anymore..

wat r u still waiting..??

wat r u doing here now...

what the hell ur tinking..

this feeling is so lik shit for month

depressed n awful..

plz

she wont return n dont hav feeling to u anymore...

she has her own life..

she dun nid u..

WAKE UP

* WordS *

2009-02-07T08:56:00.000-08:00

I duno u mind seeing all tis anot...
i duno how u will tink after seeing all tis..
i duno how u would feel towards me...
i duno how u will tink towards me..
mayb u would say all tis is a bullshit to u...
its not important for u anymore..
as long as u live a happi life now...
u dun care everything...
n u dun hav any feel towards me anymore...

u have the right to choose the path u wants..
u choose not to noe abt the pass its gud..
as it hurt u alot...
i nv blame u at all...
u can hate me..
u can blame all tis on me..
u can dun care abt me...
ill recieve it with a smile..

i did say out the words tat been kept within me for a long time..
n ive do my part...
if u still hav feel to me, im glad to hear tat..
if u hate me more thn now, im ready to recieve it..
but ive make a promise to u...
ive been remember it till now..
tat i wont love anyone..
n i would lik to tell u, tis promise ill keep for the rest of my life..
n i would also lik to tell u...
* no matter where u r, where u go, how old r u, whats ur condition tat time..
i....will oways wait for u to cum bak.. "
(cross my heart)

its ok u dun feel sad for tis..
as tis everything is jz a pass..
u use so much time to walk out for it...
n u can choose not to return bak as to hunt u again...
no matter wat u choose..
ill fully support u wit my heart...

The LOVE Behinds(part 4)

2009-02-07T05:25:00.000-08:00

When im with u,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing days.

This tresure of love,
i cherish within my soul,
how much i love u...
ull never noe.

U bring a joy to my heart,
tat i nv felt bfore,
with each touch of ur hand,
i love u more n more.

Whenever we say gudbye,
whenever we part,
know you i hold u dearly,
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,
I pray u hold true,
" Forever n oways,
I will oways love u "

The LOVE Behinds(part 3)

2009-02-07T04:36:00.000-08:00

The boy finally get to come bak to find the gal
but all it seem too late..
The boy knows tat this was expected from the beginning which will ruin their relationship
The boy went to find to find the gal but it seem the gal was avoiding him..
The boy nv blame her for tat..
What he can do is jz smile bak n say "HI"
His heart wass bleeding so much as he kp remind himself..
as long as she is happy..
everything is worth to do..

Sometimes the boy would jz stand at the place where they first met..
He still remember the first time he met the gal

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but afterall jz realise,he was all alone now..
Sometimes the boy would purposely wait at the place where they always met up to go up the field together..
but days, the boy fail to see her..
Sometimes the boy would sit at the place where they use to chit chat and wish how gud if the gal wass here like last time..

Days by days
the boy tried to get closed to the gal but fails..
He only can see the gal from far n ask..
how r u doing today?
have u eaten already?
r u full enough?
wanna me buy sumting for u?

One day the boy tinks hard and finally realise its times to let her noe the truth..
which has been kept in the underside feeling of him all the time..
Although he noes the gal is having a hapi life now and shouldnt disturb her..
but she deserve to noe the truth all this month..
dint hope that she will cum bak but jz hope she will jz listen..
even more the feelings of hers toward the boy hav slowly fading away..

The boy tried to tell the gal
but she wont listen no matter how..
the boy he should noe its already a pass n jz step out from her life..
buried those lies n truth inside him afterall..
" If u love the person is to see her happy "

He told himself all tis is a punishment to him and he should except it..
"although times is short, we're happy. Ive cherish down all the memories in my diaries as i dun1 to forget about u "

The last page of the diaries

" U r just like a flower..
to plant a gud flower u nid a gud seed..
water everyday and care for it everyday..
protect it from the severe sun or rain..
n finaly it will bloom a beautiful flower..
each petal there means a thing..
LOVE, CARRYING, FAMILY, FRIENDSHIP n HAPPINESS

To bloom beautifully everyday..
let me help u to wipe away the tears of the morning for u..
To care u, Support u, Love u n Happy for u..
As i oways protect u no matter in wat condition..
So u could bloom beatifully everyday without fears n tears..
U r such a beautifull flower.."

Last word from the boy to the gal..
" Ta fei, I wont b able to look for u anymore ..
Uve changed alot from the first time ive met u..
uve become more independent n tough..
im very happy..
i noe tat u hate me more now..
but its ok i nv blame u at all..
this is all my punishment tat make ur tears drop..
u deserve a hapi life thn now..
plz do take care ya...
its all my fault tat i dint protect u well..
i apologise for wat ive done wrong bfore..
n hope for ur forgiveness..
thk u anyway for all the things u done for me...
the jellies, the salad..
act i finish eating them as its so delicious..
thk so much to u..
u change my life.. "

u oways is a Happi, frdly gal tat i oways noe..

gudbye..

The LOVE Behinds(part 2)

2009-02-07T04:09:00.000-08:00

Dark clouds cover the beautiful blue sky..
Thunders rumble across the dark clouds..
winds blew fiercely..
A DARK SPIRIT falls between the boy n the gal..

The LOVE Demon

Tears drop down from the gal eyes..
The boy heart bleeds wit each tears the gal drops..
The boy was so sad n scare to see the gal cry..
he rather sacrifice himself then seeing the tears dropping from the gal eyes..
The gal means alot to him.."ALOT"
As to protect his loves one n love her wit his true heart..
He took the gal to a place n settle down
He hugs the gal for da last time n says vry soft to her..

" I love u alot,
im jz goin away for a little while,
plz wait for me to bak,
u means alot,
ill come bak,
i really will. "

the gal is too sad n nv hears..

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The boy left wit sad tears droping rapidly with head kp turning bak to see the gal..
Without telling the truth, the boy fought alone wit the DEMON
" I nv wanted to tell u the truth all tis time,
bcoz in my mind i only can tink of protecting my love one,
see them smile n happy everyday,
n revenge on ppl who hurt them "
The gal sat alone n cried n hurt for few days..
the boy came bak a few days to search for the gal
n saw the gal was so in pain n sad..
He promise himself with tears dropping dwn
that he will b tough to fight through it alone rather thn seeing their loves one cry forever..

Days by Days, Pass by Pass
Everynite the boy misses the gal voice, her smile,her hug, n her love..
The boy oways took out the tings the gal wrote to him and her pic to keep the boy tough..
He cries several night whnever seeing the gal standing in rain all alone..

FIGHT by FIGHT...THE WAR FINALLY ENDS..

The LOVE Behinds(part 1)

2009-02-07T03:45:00.000-08:00

" A calm wind blows through a field of flowers
A happy boy n gal standing in the middle of the field
With flowers floating around them
Creating a magical LOVE
with LOYALTY n TRUST

The Angels OF Flowers

With joyfullness
Faith bring the boy n gal together..
NO tears, NO sads, NO regrets, NO hatred
But only HAPPINESS there is..

LOVE
#
I wrote ur name at the sky
but the winds blow it away..
I wrote ur name at the sand
but the waves washed it away..
I wrote ur name in my heart
n forever it stays..
#

The LOVE begins..
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They hold hand together n promise
" no matter how hard, how long"
they will go through all the obstacles together..
They love n care each other much
As a million words couldnt finish describing..
No matter how tough
The boy would hold the gal hands and say
" I LOVE U, u will be alright as im oways here to protect u
no matter where u r, where u were..
ill oways b there for u "
"U means alot to me "

Happiness dint last long enough for them
As their care n love are so strong...